Sunday, December 6, 2009

The villain, in his mind, is the hero. that is where true evil resides.

Who decided we needed to be saved? who decided to roll out the red carpet for the saviors? thats what i want to know. we were the forgers of the planet, the lifters of the flame. we were the dreamers and the myth makers. we where the inventors, and the industry of the life and the blood we were earth's men. not THEM.. but its too late now we gave it to the aliens and to the robots and to the myths that demanded with their presence that we believe in them. and bow to them and trust them. we discovered the atom. we created the bomb. it was out responsibility. it didnt have to be, not fully. not in a world populated by the otherworldly. we should have done all we could despite the rescuers. be we were lazy their very being made us lazy and now its going to blow up in our collective face......I hate to say i told you so....But who listens to me? im only human.-luther

Fear itself

Know Fear- there are very few moments in life where you truly know fear, Mine was the Fear of loss...the Fear of the real unknown, Not having any idea of whats going to happen...or what to do next and knowing that somethings are truly beyond your control and/or your protection. Knowing that no matter how much you love someone Life will take its own path and there's nothing you can do about it and when you realize this you truly KNOW FEAR

No Fear- When all seems lost and you dont know what to do, you do one of two things Fight or flight. Fear has a way of changing you....You can either fight your fear and take control of it or you can quit and let it control you. There is nothing more powerful in the world then LIFE. I once read "dont challenge those that are more powerful then you" Well in the words of the Great Hal Jordan "thats gonna be a problem" like him i dont know how to quit no matter how bad it gets or how hopeless the situation seems i still fight i cant let my fears control me....for I have NO FEAR

Chaos theory

What is the worth of a single life? how does one measure power? even the humblest of souls touches others. Its ever-widening ripples across the universe, altering for better or worse the destinies of countless beings on infinite worlds, and yet for all the good or ill that life accomplishes, it perishes at the last with an imperceptible whisper. As if it never existed at all.....

Mindsight

It really is a good thing to grow up in a “crazy” world really I mean you wouldn’t be you and I wouldn’t be me which I mean really come on were pretty fuckin amazing in are own right lol that’s us not being us well that’s just crazy lol. I live life not based on this or what or then some I live it by the means in which I dictate sure I have to work for a living but outside of that I say, do ,act, think, sleep and play the way I want to and the rest of the world can shove it( ps I have worn a blue robe for the last few months EVERYWHERE I go cause its warm I think I look cool and really how is that not samurai swass?) There are to many people out there who are stressing over lifes little problems like what am I going to wear or when will my parents send me more money. Where people like us who have had the joys of dealing with the crazy can better cope with the little things. ( couldn’t find my keys for 3days) and didn’t bother looking) and worry about real problems like dehumanization or neo-imperialist who strive to make us boring robots py progressively lowing educational standers and giving less money to school .(gotta love it) sounds crazy huh? Almost to crazy to be a lie lol. Anyways that’s what saying being yourself is all you need to be fuck everyone else and what they say rock your own world

Hope

Hope is an aspiration. A beacon that shines brighter than any star,lighting the way for mankind. Hope is the refusal of the inevitable, a hand lifted to the clouds. Hope is what makes us human. For when reality threatens to destroy us, we reach inward..and we create hope. Its the greatest gift we can give each other. though, it just may be the foundation to a house of cards.

The truth about humanity

All of us...EVERYONE..deserves a chance at greatness. All that takes is the belief that is exists. But fear threatens...not just that belief but our existence. I believe there's something inherently dangerous when something real becomes mythic. I believe when that happens, we lose the part of ourselves that yearns to be great when faced with a fear...we cant win. So the Fear must be exposed for what it is so we can believe in ourselves. But what we think, I've learned is secondary to what we feel. we are not machines....we are human beings. and out intellect...for better or worse is slave to are emotions.

Shit happens

Sometimes terrible things happen. they've happened to each of us, and we have been changed by these tragedies,transformed. So don't be afraid when dark clouds gather and madmen scream....its not the end of the world..

Stray thoughts

In the "few" years I've been alive i have seen far too much death
inflicted for a variety of reasons..or for no reason at all. in the
name of "justice" for personal gain, for power, in the hear of anger, to
ensure another's silence, for vengeance..or just because they can. Theft. Lies. Deceit. All in the name of justice , The two sides of human nature, once more represented. smaller acts of malice preformed in service of the greater good. The time has come for an ending... .As I listen to peoples conversations, their doubts, and fears and failures...I begin to once more see myself reflected in the face of their Humanity. To live is to doubt, to fear, to fail....Human nature is to stand up and try again...

Life...dont take it seriously

Ladies and Gentlemen, Hobos and Tramps! cross-eyed mosquitoes and bow-legged ants I come before you to stand behind you to tell you a story i know nothing about!! One bright norning in the middle of the night,, two dead boys got up to fight back to back, they faced each other drew therir swords and shot each other!! IF you do not believe this lie, it's ture! ask the blind lady on the corner SHE SAW IT TOO!!!!!!

The big picture

Ya know ive only been on this big blue and green ball for 23yrs and some change and im a soon to be father and in this short period of time i gotta say ive heard and seen some pretty good and pretty bad days/storys been a part of some matter of fact, and as im about to become a father the world as it tends to do in times of change has helped me put shit in perspective. I dont care NOW dont take that as a "im a badass so i dont care or im so sad cause im lame i dont care" its a I dont care about petty bs honestly in the broad skeem of the universe the small problems be it girl trouble family trouble work etc, is all static they dont mean jack the universe doesnt care that your "hurt" and you shouldnt either. Now im not saying screw the world and the shit thats in it im staying your "big" problem is that big hell its a waste of your time to stress about it at best around the world people are dieing cause some fuckhead thinks he's right, the planet is pissed and kicking are ass tell we get the picture in space stars are burning out destroying hundreds of worlds with life"and yes there is if ya dont think so then your a dumbass" and even that isnt a big deal cause there are 6BILLION other people 100TRILLION+ stars with planets with life all trying to get a head and at the end of the day...your bitching cause life is so hard or you cant have this or that, the only real shame is that you think people care when all they think is there shits worse or "at least im not that guy" sad isnt it well its true. Im not tryin to be mean or a downer im just saying get over what ever is going on in your life dont let life control your actions you make the decisions not life you decide to go left or right up or down yes or no not life so dont bitch that its hard your the only one doing it to yourself. SO move on enjoy the time you have cause again 60-80yr isnt even a footnote on the stream of time.